My Adult Thoughts

London dating is not something that I normally spend much time thinking about, but I was due to spend a year in London due to an exchange program with my school and the issue of dating came up a number of times in my head because of that. I have historically been a quite successful dater, and have quite a well respected name for myself around town. The girls know they can trust me to show them a good time, and that I will show them respect and treat them as if they are the most important girl in the world to me. At least during the time we are together. And it's no act for me. I really do feel that way while I am together with a woman, and I really do adore her more than anyone else at the time. I have just never had much skill with being some one's long term boyfriend. This isn't a problem, at least not around here anymore. This is a small town, and people know me. They wouldn't go out on a date with me if they thought they couldn't handle my ways.

But, I am about to go away from this place of security and enter a brand new world, which is that of london dating. I am not only scared of the big city, but of big city girls and big city romance. It just seems as if everything would be so difficult to keep track of. There are so many places to go, and so many women. I fear that I will be completely overwhelmed. I wonder if I will have the confidence to feel in momentary love while at the same time feeling that sense of detachment that I feel which insures my freedom. I am quite concerned that I myself will become dependent on a woman, merely because I don't know my way around the big city and I will be like a small fish in a big ocean. I will need protection, and I gather that london dating will not offer me that. If I want to go to dance, I have to ask the woman where we can dance. I have considered not partaking at all in london dating, but I then fear that I will be very lonely. Women really make my life worth living, and to be denied that companionship seems like an even worse alternative.